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TURMOIL!

How I wish I could express everything here. I'm feeling so alienated and lost. I really don't know what else I can do to get out from this turmoil. Being a victim of ****** a week ago wasn't a good feeling afterall. It has affected my studies and my whole being psychologically and physically. I've been vomitting non-stop and it's really a mental torture. The fear in me is still there. What I could say is that I just need a proper counselling just to get things back on track. Don't get me wrong here that I'm feeling depressed. I'm NOT! I'm going through a traumatic issue and I need to get over this fast. Final exams is just in 3 weeks time and by now, I should finishing and understand those chapters being taught but the fact is I'm not able to focus anymore since then. I feel like crying it all out if I'm given the opportunity to do so but I wasn't allowed and able to do so.

Lord, I'm suffering silently. Where are you at this very moment? I really need Your Comfort. Lord, please wiped away all my tears, Lord... No one knows what is deep inside my heart except You, Lord... Lord, I don't want to be not able to concentrate in my studies and I have not been able to understand or remember whatever I've read. My marks are dropping badly, Lord... Lord, I'm very sure You don't want to see Your precious daughter not being able to do well... Lord.............please help me to help me gain back my memories, Lord.... I really need You, Lord.. Lord, You know my heart and my thoughts... Lord, I'm so sure You don't want to see me going on like this... Lord, can You please do something? please, Lord... Lord, help me to survive this terrible moment... I'm not able to hang in any longer.... I'm so scared but Lord, I'm confident enough You will guide me through this.... My faith is all in You! Lord, do something about this... Do something!!!!! That is all I can ask of You, Lord!


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