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Downward Spiral. . .

Supposingly yesterday's entry was the last one for the next 2 weeks but somehow, I have so much thing to say for the day and I find myself going down the pit for the first time this year! Tears just flow down every second without much thoughts. Emotions are just stirring my entire mind and heart as I struggle to find the joy that God has always blessed me with.

Frustration, negative thoughts and anger just pouring in non-stop. I find myself at stake and I have no one that I can turn to. Family members, in your opinion, will be the first one that came to your mind... but forget about it! They don't even know what exactly I'm going through now. Feelings of regrets, hatred and bitterness just come falling down. The heaviness of my heart that I never experience before causing me to experience for the first time now. Vivid imaginations & abnormal dreams are getting worst.

God, are you there? Do you know I'm suffering so much now and my exams is on Monday? I hardly focus and remember while I'm reading. I just can't take it anymore, Lord. Come Lord and fill me with Your joy,Your peace and Your love once more! Let me know that You're real, Lord! Emotions and burdens are overwhelming me, Lord!

Thank You, Lord... for giving me this song for the past 2 hours: You Know My Name!

I have a maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hand

Chorus
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And hears me when I call

I have a Father
He calls me his own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

Chorus
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And hears me when I call

It has empowered me so much- really! You really exist! You touches my heart like no one else can! You know my thoughts and my desires without having to tell You! You're my Counselor n' my Comforter!

Giving You all the Glory, Honour and Thanksgiving! You save my life once again!!!


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