In fact, this actually shows that I have been here in this world for 21 years. And more than half of the time, my life has gone to waste without me realizing it.
With a couple of blinks, 20 years has passed by and I'm still alive here. Recalling those years when I think life has been so harsh on me, it has never been so since the day I know who God actually is to me. His unconditional love for me will never fade and will remain as it is forever.
Today is not only a time of blessings, rather it's a time for me to count my blessings...
Life isn't that bad after all if it is live in a positive manner and forward! Nothing can influence us except we ourselves influence ourselves. Fear in itself has no power except you allow it to do so. Nothing in our lives can ever influence us except we give in to those forces, whether it's internal or external.
In Maslow's hierarcy of needs, it has been said that in order for us to reach the self-actualization stage, all of the other needs have to be fulfilled. My physiological needs, safety needs, need for belonging and love & esteem needs have been accomplished! So, being in the current stage means I will have to learnt to express my potentials and capabilities more as there's so much of hidden potentials in me that's yet to explore as the days passed.
In fact, I have realized that there's a great potential within me and I shall not doubt my abilities, rather concentrate on whatever that makes me happy and build my spirit up. Nevertheless, I will always aim higher than what I believe I can reach. Realizing the spirit of persistence and consistence that is deep sitted within me, I will not be afraid to walk on new path if my heart lead me to. I shall believe in myself once again as I can ultimately achieve what I want in life! =)
Since I'm so speechless and so touched and I've no idea what I want to say, here's the partial of my adventures quoted from Jonathan's blog:
"Cindy's Birthday
Once again would just like to wish Cindy a very Happy Birthday.Today one section of this blog is dedicated to her adventures with me and her friend, Carine today lol.I met up with Cindy and her friend Carine there and we went to Mdm Kwan's for lunch.Food was not bad.Did lots and lots of shopping.Just got back only bout an hour or 2 ago.It was great fun.We bought some cakes from Strudels and went around hunting for "the perfect spot".Guess where we landed?Burger King's.You guys must be busting out loud right now lol....I was also hoping for some garden place outside KLCC.You know the parks nearby...but we had no lighter for the candles lol...so we had to hunt for it lol.Anyway, I am glad Cindy liked the pillow and poem I sent.Haha I guess poems are becoming quite the trademark for me at birthdays.Well,friends are jewels so we should always value them.Alright guys,signing off" (Jonathan, 2006).
Let's see what's written on the pillow:
Kind hearts are the garden
Kind thoughts are the roots,
Kind words are the flowers,
Kind deeds are the fruits,
Take care of your garden
And keep out the weeds,
Fill it with sunshine,
kind words and kind deeds.
Note: A big thanks to my friends, Carine & Jonathan for making my day a blessed one! ;) and to my other friends, thanks for the wishes. . . To the both of you again, thanks for those lovely gifts! I'm so touched! Man... what a day!!!! =) These are the friends that I will keep them closely in my heart. . . What a pure and sincere friends I have!!! Thanks for the 'cute' birthday cakes too!!!
* The candles in action after the light being blown off by Carine & Me! Look at that middle candle. . . Almost melt! :P
Thanks for reading until the end!
