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A NEW BEGINNING IS APPROACHING!

It's only 2 hours away from 2006! I'm so excited and I've been dreaming for the past few days what new resolutions I should build and hold on to for this new year. Well, I don't actually have the time to really list down my thoughts as my mind has been so disorganized for the past few days. It was the last week of my work and I will missed all my colleagues over there as I've know them for the past 21/2 months. Imagine one of my colleagues actually spent me a nice lunch in a 'FRENCH' cafe together with all my other colleagues just to wish me farewell on Friday afternoon. As the lunch meeting coming to an end, one of them actually asked me what I like most and what I hated most in DLL and guess what I have answered them. I just kept silent for a minute or two and said without hesitation: I like the working environment and glad to know you guys there, the close friendship that we have built but unfortunately, there were things that I hated most is that I was asked to do most of the jobs from A-Z, which didn't crossed my mind at the point I was being employed.

Apart from that, my lady boss was very heavy-hearted to see me leaving DLL and she would like to have me back whenever I'm still available and she just hope that I could be their full time employee. I guess she has a favor on me because of God's favor and blessing is upon me. My presence in DLL has brought so much joy and cheer to DLL. The contribution and guidance that I've given to DLL were so much appreciated. I'm so glad to be part of the DLL team!!! No regrets at all!

This year's Christmas was somewhat quiet for me. From the Christmas eve until the actual day itself, I've been resting and spent my quiet time with God. I almost lost the 'intimate' relationship with God due to my hectic and restless days at work and it's high time for me to seek God again. It has been a long silence since the day I updated this blog of mine as I was at work every day and there's no time for me to write down my thoughts that is in line with my mind as I was multi-tasking, doing reports and checking my emails most of the time.

Putting all these memories aside, the Spring 2006 timetable is out eventually! I was pretty much surprise as all the subjects that I've drafted not too long ago weren't clashed with each other and I have no trouble organizing them at all and with 5 subjects in hand, I still get a day off, which is all the Thursdays! Thank God for His planning and His mighty hands upon everything. With 4 psychology papers and out of the 3 were 3rd year papers and have been my favorites all the while, I believed I will cope well and fine. I still trust that God will be my helper and will bring more confidence to me as time pass by.

What do I actually want for new year? Is New Year resolutions really important to me? Trust me, it is! I achieved most of my resolutions for this year (2005), although not all but I'm pretty much satistied with what I have achieved! I see it as a great success despite the ups and downs that I have to faced from time to time and that's not all. New challenges, trials and tribulations were just among them. Tough but it brought me to a higher level of what's life actually means to me. Life can't be live to the fullest except there's pain, in order for me to gain something. As the saying goes, "No pain, no gain".

This coming year, I would like to grab whatever opportunities (not all, though as I know my limits) that I could experience as a psychology student as I have make up my mind to be one of the research assistants in my uni. It's a tough decision for me at first as I have to juggle my time between studying, researching and volunteering. I'm actually so-called 3 in 1 young lady. Besides, I would like to have a scholarship to ease my grandma's burden in financing my studies and hence, to achieve a few more As to raise up my CGPA is somewhat important in order to compete among my competitiors. I knew what scholarhips I should apply for but I think isn't it too late for me to apply as once the decision is made final, I may be leaving to the States. Actually, it made no difference whether I'm applying or not but somehow or rather, I would like to give it a try. Never try, never know!

To the friends who know me rather well, I was a pefectionist to them and I'm no longer being one. Why is that so? Mainly because I knew what's best for me and I have learnt or merely realized that my goals or the resolutions that I've made should be specific enough, reachable and achievable, either in long term and short term. There's no point making goals that couldn't be achieve but just adding stress in my life. For instance, if I think I want to achieve RM 1 mil in 3 days time. First, I should think is that possible? If not, should I extend the 3 days into a longer term? Is the job giving me the amount of money that I think I could invest in few years to have the RM 1 mil. If not possible, why should I have such a goal? So, from there, I should have a lower expectations rather than having such a demanding goal.

And 2006 will be my last year in Malaysia and I will be turning 21 by a month or so. I would like to contribute to my community as much as I can before leaving to the States and I would like to celebrate my 21st birthday with ones that I love and care so that I could have a lasting memory when I'm in the States later. In fact, I will be an adult soon. No longer a teenager. No longer the little girl that could go round, playing all she wants anymore... teasing each other as much as she could... crapping all she wants... or to be indecisive in making decisions but to be a mature adult that is filled with all the leadership qualities that what the society called a true leader.

Bringing this entry to an end, I would like to wish all my fellow readers a Happy New Year and may the coming year bring joy, peace and happiness to all of you!

See you all again next year!

Let us end this year with a 'bang'... Let us have a new beginning!!! :)

Bye 2005.... Welcome 2006!


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Imagine one of my colleagues actually spent me a nice lunch in a 'FRENCH' cafe together with all my other colleagues just to wish me farewell on Friday afternoon. As the lunch meeting coming to an end, one of them actually asked me what I like most and what I hated most in DLL and guess what I have answered them. I just kept silent for a minute or two and said without hesitation: I like the working environment and glad to know you guys there, the close friendship that we have built but unfortunately, there were things that I hated most is that I was asked to do most of the jobs from A-Z, which didn't crossed my mind at the point I was being employed. Apart from that, my lady boss was very heavy-hearted to see me leaving DLL and she would like to have me back whenever I'm still available and she just hope that I could be their full time employee. I guess she has a favor on me because of God's favor and blessing is upon me. My presence in DLL has brought so much joy and cheer to DLL. The contribution and guidance that I've given to DLL were so much appreciated. I'm so glad to be part of the DLL team!!! No regrets at all! This year's Christmas was somewhat quiet for me. From the Christmas eve until the actual day itself, I've been resting and spent my quiet time with God. I almost lost the 'intimate' relationship with God due to my hectic and restless days at work and it's high time for me to seek God again. It has been a long silence since the day I updated this blog of mine as I was at work every day and there's no time for me to write down my thoughts that is in line with my mind as I was multi-tasking, doing reports and checking my emails most of the time. Putting all these memories aside, the Spring 2006 timetable is out eventually! I was pretty much surprise as all the subjects that I've drafted not too long ago weren't clashed with each other and I have no trouble organizing them at all and with 5 subjects in hand, I still get a day off, which is all the Thursdays! Thank God for His planning and His mighty hands upon everything. With 4 psychology papers and out of the 3 were 3rd year papers and have been my favorites all the while, I believed I will cope well and fine. I still trust that God will be my helper and will bring more confidence to me as time pass by. What do I actually want for new year? Is New Year resolutions really important to me? Trust me, it is! I achieved most of my resolutions for this year (2005), although not all but I'm pretty much satistied with what I have achieved! I see it as a great success despite the ups and downs that I have to faced from time to time and that's not all. New challenges, trials and tribulations were just among them. Tough but it brought me to a higher level of what's life actually means to me. Life can't be live to the fullest except there's pain, in order for me to gain something. As the saying goes, "No pain, no gain". This coming year, I would like to grab whatever opportunities (not all, though as I know my limits) that I could experience as a psychology student as I have make up my mind to be one of the research assistants in my uni. It's a tough decision for me at first as I have to juggle my time between studying, researching and volunteering. I'm actually so-called 3 in 1 young lady. Besides, I would like to have a scholarship to ease my grandma's burden in financing my studies and hence, to achieve a few more As to raise up my CGPA is somewhat important in order to compete among my competitiors. I knew what scholarhips I should apply for but I think isn't it too late for me to apply as once the decision is made final, I may be leaving to the States. Actually, it made no difference whether I'm applying or not but somehow or rather, I would like to give it a try. Never try, never know! To the friends who know me rather well, I was a pefectionist to them and I'm no longer being one. Why is that so? Mainly because I knew what's best for me and I have learnt or merely realized that my goals or the resolutions that I've made should be specific enough, reachable and achievable, either in long term and short term. There's no point making goals that couldn't be achieve but just adding stress in my life. For instance, if I think I want to achieve RM 1 mil in 3 days time. First, I should think is that possible? If not, should I extend the 3 days into a longer term? Is the job giving me the amount of money that I think I could invest in few years to have the RM 1 mil. If not possible, why should I have such a goal? So, from there, I should have a lower expectations rather than having such a demanding goal. And 2006 will be my last year in Malaysia and I will be turning 21 by a month or so. I would like to contribute to my community as much as I can before leaving to the States and I would like to celebrate my 21st birthday with ones that I love and care so that I could have a lasting memory when I'm in the States later. In fact, I will be an adult soon. No longer a teenager. No longer the little girl that could go round, playing all she wants anymore... teasing each other as much as she could... crapping all she wants... or to be indecisive in making decisions but to be a mature adult that is filled with all the leadership qualities that what the society called a true leader. Bringing this entry to an end, I would like to wish all my fellow readers a Happy New Year and may the coming year bring joy, peace and happiness to all of you! See you all again next year! Let us end this year with a 'bang'... Let us have a new beginning!!! :) Bye 2005.... Welcome 2006! __n_ /____\ + + + + + +l__n__l+ + + + + + emiko shinning brightly at 10:54 PM
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