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Just some updates: It has been awhile since I had last blog. First of all, I've been so busy with my studies and projects and lots of stuffs.... And now, I'm thinking whether I should put this fact in as my blog is for my precious moments and not the sad stuffs.... Well, that's my own opinion but I still insisted to have this fact in.. My grandad had passed away recently on the 20th of March 2005 and it had a BIG impact on me... my quizzes results dropped badly, can't sleep every night- thinking of him... missed him so much. Tears just running wildly down my cheeks... And worst of all, friends around me thought that I'm so happy and I'm just an unusual child with all the intelligence in me... but where's the truth?? They thought my mid-term exam results were superb though I know that I haven't put much effort in doing so. Moreover, nowadays, my whole body are aching terribly but assignments and projects need to be done and I'm in the process preparing for my final exams which will be in a week time....
I'm aware this is the time for bereavement and I promised myself not to go into depression!! No more of all these 'BAD' stuff, which is what i considered them! Well, well... guess it's time for me to pen-off now as i'm so so tired... not have much rest and I'm still waiting for another new day to come.... striving to live for the best since I'm here now in the Earth! =)
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emiko shinning brightly at 10:56 PM
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